“That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you”

Sigh. Sometimes I yearn to carry the burden that this “somebody” is bearing. I feel so jaded whenever I remember that there’s something I know she has. It’s so hard for me to muddle through my emotions as she tells me how she feels about it, and how hard she tries not to give up. I know she’s strong enough not to give up for her parents, and other persons who keep their hopes up for her. We often talk to each other and she always had me believing her prank. But sometimes though she’s joking, I feel so cheerless whenever she tells me she wants to give up. A friend of mine wonders how I did it. I mean, I care so much for the persons I love and I’m willing to do everything to make them smile. There’s an instance where, this “somebody” was still in the hospital. I was so worried and when I woke up that morning, I read a text message from her. My knees went weak for I was totally surprised why she sent such a message which sounds so odd. For a moment I thought if she’s bidding adieu. That jiffy, I prayed so hard asking Jesus to give me another chance to be a friend to someone I haven’t talked for almost a year. I want to make my self useful and a gift for others too. Until now, she’s having her therapy and I’m still hoping for her to be strong like always.